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A Curiosity....

Kelly (bludiscus), what was I like pre-Mom’s death (the first two years we knew each other) and just before / post-Mom’s death? I mean, I know we didn’t talk much during my whole senior year, but surely you caught glimpses, saw things, etc. You’re the only one that reads my LJ who even knows me from college and from before that time, unless Billie and Rachel are absconding somewhere in hiding and I don’t know about it.

Rachel, though, was never one for computer stuff, so I doubt she is, but Billie might be. She’s the one who introduced me to LegendMUD and got me addicted to online games in the first place. I won’t say computers in general because I was already addicted to other computery stuff. Remember the chat program we used to use? What was that called? Over AppleTalk? Wasn’t Chooser, but something else, under that heading…. Anyway….

SilentMisery.

Yep. That was my call name then. A telling thing, huh?

Though, that was before all the mom foo, and more to do with the song my cousin, Kim wrote. It was the name of the song.

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bludiscus
Jun. 16th, 2006 05:21 pm (UTC)
Different, and the same
You were more open then, certainly. Not your senior year, of course. I wish I'd pulled my head out of my ass, but I didn't know what to do or say, and I didn't like not knowing. Ten years later, I know that anything would've been better than nothing, and I'm sorry.

But... back to the subject. You were more open. I don't see you in person now, so it's hard for me to say how you "are," but from what I see in your LJ... you were happy. Or happy enough. You were a bit reclusive, but you opened up to Bille and Rache and me. Man, were we a menace. :-D

It breaks my heart to see how much life has beaten you down (or, at least, that's how it looks from here). It's not that I don't understand. I do. But the Lisa I see and remember is a bright, sunny, sweet person (with moods much like mine ;), not... jaded. Not flattenened by betrayal and loss. You are such a beautiful, wonderful, intelligent person -- and I mean beauty on the inside. I wish you saw yourself the way I STILL see you.

*hugs*
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