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Today I went to the Doctor to take care of this cough I've had. I've had it for two weeks and really would not like for it to progress any further than a cough. As is typical for a Doctor's office, I had a whole lot of waiting for a 5 minute visit where she just checked my breathing and prescribed something. It was obvious I had a cough because, well, I coughed. She was amused that work 'mandated' that I go see a doctor. It wasn't really mandated, though they did want me to go see someone since I had it for so long. So, now I have antibiotics and cough syrup. Woo!

On another note, lately I've been feeling really insecure about things, mostly myself. I can't explain the feeling, it's just how I feel. I broke down tonight for the first time in two months since Darrick decided he 'didn't love me' anymore. I've come to realize that some of the things he's said to me when we were discussing his reasons have started to become this huge, dark cloud lingering over my head. Part of it goes back to the 'Tongue-Tied' post I made a few days ago. The other part of it is just me generally wondering if I can ever make anyone happy.

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tigana
Mar. 9th, 2004 07:50 am (UTC)
I'm not surprised it appears to be catching up with you. That's normal. Just hang in there and it'll pass.

The key to making anyone happy is to be happy yourself first. I've been watching you blossom and spread your wings and enjoy yourself, and that's going to affect others around you in positive ways!
bludiscus
Mar. 9th, 2004 11:22 am (UTC)
Happiness
You don't need to make anyone but YOU happy. All else will follow.

Kel
khall
Mar. 10th, 2004 11:26 am (UTC)
Bah, you're such a beautiful, wonderful girl. I don't mind telling you over and over. So let me know as often as you need to hear it.;)

K.
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