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Last Day at Work...

Today is my last day at work, marking a time where a change is about to begin in my life. This change is an ambiguous thing. I'm not sure I want it to happen, but at the same time it needs to happen. I suppose I'll see what's ahead of me down the road soon. In the meantime, I have to help my father come to terms to the fact that his 'baby' girl (for I am the last of 5 girls) is finally moving on with her life on her own.

In the meantime, I'm still going over all the options and choices I've made in the last few months and reevaluating things since last Saturday. Darrick's attitude and the way he acted seriously threw me, not that there's really much he can do about what I do and don't pay him for the house. It's just left me with things to think about, that I had thought were settled.

I also realized just how thankful I am to have all these wonderful people in my life lately. I've never had so many friends as I do now, and it's a very heartening and heartwarming thing. If I looked back at my life five years ago, I would never have imagined, then, that I would be surrounded by so many supportive people or out doing things, or anything like that. Despite all that's going on with me, I'm in a much happier place than I was then. This is an absolutely beautificious thing.

So, to all of you who've had an influence in my life lately... Thank you. For being there, for listening, for attempting to set me on a better course. I don't think I say that enough, or let people know they're appreciated enough.

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ashamanmat
Apr. 23rd, 2004 01:46 pm (UTC)
congrats on the last day at you old job! Nothing but blue skys ahead...
khall
Apr. 27th, 2004 01:37 pm (UTC)
*snug*

K.
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