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New Direction...

So. I've done lots of thinking over these last few months about my life and where it's headed. Currently, it's headed nowhere. With one exception - I'm really excited about my affirmation that I'm going to start applying to theatres. I should have done this sooner, but shoud'ves, would'ves, could'ves don't get people anywhere in life.

There's other things that I've decided too. I'm tired of letting life passing me by and never really taking an active interest in things. I'm tired of sitting behind the lines and watching from afar. I'm tired of wondering at how other people know things and I don't. I'm tired of hiding.

So, from this day out I'm going to start actively participating in life rather than hiding from it. My whole life, I've been taught never to talk about things and never do things. That's how we were simply brought up. Walls and boundaries will be coming down - though, not all at once. There is such a thing as moderation.

Some walls and boundaries are already coming down. I've started to do some things and think about things that I'd never consider before in the past. It's something of a relief, this conclusion that I've come to. I'm looking forward to opening myself to others in new ways and unlocking some of those doors that I've held shut for so many years.

And, perhaps, in time - I'll find what makes me most happy. Well, aside from realizing my dream. :)

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snarlingbadger
Aug. 7th, 2004 10:09 pm (UTC)
Woo, excellent affirmations! Keep going while the energy's high, and your friends will help keep you going on less than perfect days.
stephdray
Aug. 8th, 2004 02:10 am (UTC)
Good for you, cutie!
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