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180 Degree Mood Swing

Yesterday was surreal... or maybe that's not the best word... unusual. I didn't want to go to work, I wasn't energized and I was feeling genuinely down. At lunch time, it was like I did a complete reversal. Suddenly I was energized, the weight of the world was off my shoulders and I was... however briefly yesterday... happy. It was a good feeling. Unexpected, but good. Nothing happened to suddenly make me happy, but I was.

I can only imagine it was some lingering thought about a few recent conversations I've been having that's made me feel this way. Last week, the stress was so thick you had to cut it out with a knife, and even then it was doubtful you could. I know I've been less stressed this week, and that's definitely a good thing.

Whatever the reason, I hope this feeling continues. I don't want to be stressed any more. I'm tired of how it feels. And, I miss being happy. That was a good feeling. I remember that feeling. It was nice. I want more. Gimme!

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