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Belated Birthday....

Yesterday was my mother's 63rd birthday. Or would have been. I feel a bit guilty because while I remembered it all week, with everything that happened at work yesterday, I forgot. So, I'm wishing her a belated birthday now.

It's hard to believe that next July that it'll be 10 years since she's passed. I miss her very much and all the things that we used to do. This is especailly true when I hear other people talk about their mothers and the things they go out to do. Not everyone I know is close to their mom. I can't fathom that, as my mother was my best friend and the person I talked to most.

I want so badly just to be able to call her up and listen to her voice again and talk about what's happened in the day. Or hear jokingly recount something that's happened at home, and more importantly, to hug her and know that she's still there for me. I know that she is, in some ways... but its not the same. It's not her, and sometimes she's what I most need to make things better. All I have now is the memory of her.

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ashamanmat
Oct. 1st, 2005 08:37 am (UTC)
*HUG*
bludiscus
Oct. 1st, 2005 06:03 pm (UTC)
*HUG*

Tomorrow's the three year anniversary of Dad's death... and I think I can understand how you feel. I'd give anything to hear his voice again.

Hang in there.
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