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The Blahs

This week has been pretty rough on me emotionally. Moving to a new place is always a stressful event for me. It's moving into unknown, untested waters, which is something I rarely ever enjoy. This week I've found myself reflecting on quite a few things; past events, mistakes made, things having happened in my life, things I've saved, etc. It's inevitable that one would do such a thing when they are packing away their life to be moved elsewhere. That's what's happening with me.

Most of the stuff so far that I've packed away are books and clothes and things out of my desk. I've steered clear of more personal things, simply because I don't want to deal with those just yet. I save nearly everything -- which can be somewhat burdensome. I have nearly all the cards that I've been given, including the new ones from these past two years. I also have all the cards that I'd purchased for certain people, but never delivered. Couldn't deliver. They're being set aside, for now. Possibly never to be delivered, ever.

Taking Friday off to finish up last minute packing. It's going much slower than I want it to go, but I'll deal with that as things happen. Need to go get some more boxes, I think, as I'm very certain that the ones I have so far will not be sufficient enough to complete the required task at hand. Feeling very isolated and alone, which isn't good motivation for packing.

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liakela
Oct. 12th, 2005 08:01 pm (UTC)
At some point you're going to have to decide who owns whom?

Do you possess your possessions, or do they possess you?

For many years I was the same way. I kept everything. Birthday/Holiday cards. Notes. Books. Magazines. Clothing that was either too big or too small.

Getting rid of a majority of those things and keeping just what was most important and irreplaceable was a huge weight off of both my shoulders and my back.
khall
Oct. 13th, 2005 01:33 pm (UTC)
       *squeezes*

K.
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