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Do Over... Life in General

This has been one of those weeks for me. I've proven just what a clutz I really am, among other things. In the last few days I've managed to get two paper cuts, one minor and one pretty bad, and to cut my finger on a knife. I think someone's trying to say something to me. Honest.

I've been doing lots of thinking. I want a do over of almost all of my entire life. Of course, I probably wouldn't be the person I am today if that happened, but I'd be OK with that.

Time needs to rewind back to the beginning. I want that my parents never moved to the Eastern Shore... that I never had the reclusive, sheltered life that I've had. I want to have grown up in civilization like my sisters. I want to not have been teased so cruelly in school and having friends that stayed with me throughout my childhood, rather than abandoning me when they got new friends. I want to have never gone to Washington College, and most especially not meeting a certain person. I want my mother to not have died, or my nephew. And I want to have had the real determination and desire to follow my dreams.

The only thing I wouldn't change, however, is meeting all the wonderful people I have had after all that has happened. But everything else... that can go. Can my life be erased and redone, please? Like... in Eternal Sunshine of the Forgotten Mind?

K, tnx, bye.


Nynrose - Lisa Christie
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