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Unsettling Dream....

I couldn't sleep very well last night. I kept tossing and turning and unable to find a position that really suited me. When I finally found a position where I could actually /sleep/ I ended up dreaming. Normally this isn't a bad thing, I usually have nice or adventurous dreams.... but....

Today's dream involved Darrick and Jennifer. For some odd reason he showed up at my door early in the morning asking if I wanted to go and do something 'fun'. For some odd reason, I agreed to go. Jennifer was already in his car waiting for us. We took off, and apparently they were meeting some friends, and Oh.... it was Valentine's Day even in the dream.

So, we started off down some back roads. I had a watch I kept looking at, worrying that I'd get home in time for work. Their friends had to get gas, so we stopped off on the side of the road, and afterwards we all took off again. Darrick and Jennifer were singing; duets. Having a grand ole time. Me, I was just wondering why I'd been asked to go and where they were taking me. I'd forgotten to take my phone apparently in my surprise.

We stopped finaly, at what appeared to be a school or something. There was a fair of sorts going on. With vendors and peddlers. Very crowded. Some kids playing. It was rather surreal. I started walking toward the vendors. As I did one person handed me something, a shallot, ginger, or something. Not sure why, they just did. I pocketed it.

They were also throwing things at people. I guess I got hit with something, because next thing I know my hair is being brushed and whatever it was I got hit with was brushed away. It was Darrick. He came up behind me and put his arms around me and kissed my cheek, and said Happy Valentines Day. I have no idea where Jennifer was in the rest of the dream... probably off with friends.

I'm over Darrick. I do not need my subconscious mind bringing back old feelings. Those feelings need to stay pounded down. He's no longer a part of my life. This is a cruel, cruel trick my subconscious has played on me on a day where people express their love for one another everywhere.


Nynrose - Lisa Christie
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