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Fact is...

.... everytime I'm feeling a bit down, and need affirmation that romance and love in life does happen, I start trolling around Comcast On Demand for movies that deal with those topics. Unfortunately, I've been finding such movies, while feel good things, are a very poor substitute for the real thing lately.

So, I'm done. Through. Finished.

If something is meant to be for me it'll happen sometime, somewhere, with someone.I'm sure of it. I just hope when that moment happens I won't be too dense to recognize it. If not, well... I'll always have cats, and can be that crazy cat lady, right?



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Jun. 16th, 2005 04:42 am (UTC)
Cats. Ew. Be the crazy dog lady! Or birds. Those are better than cats too.

*snugs and winks* Boys stink anyway. *snugs*
Jun. 16th, 2005 06:28 am (UTC)
I have found, that in my life, if I concentrate on myself and the person I am, that I dont long for that attatcment, or whatnot from outside. I do knwo what you mean in a way, there are times that I do come home and wish I had someoen to come home to, someone to cuddle next too. But I also know, that what I find attractive in a lady, is someone who is confident in herself, and has an inner drive persay, and if I find that attractive, then girls must also find that attractive. As such, I have taken to not bettering myself, and becomeing the man I want to become, not worrieng about hwo I am right now or who I was 6 months or 6 years ago. They say the best way to become who you want to be, is to just start living like that person would...

OK and I have gone off on a tangent now...
Jun. 23rd, 2005 12:24 pm (UTC)
I like who I am and who I've become and I'm conitnually improving myself. All the changes over the last year or so have been very good for me. However, I do not like being alone and lonely. After 11 years of having someone in my life, I long and pine for close companionship again, someone who can be there for me. I really miss that.

But, I'll live. It's not like I haven't been alone in my life before I had that. I was, for a very long time. It's just before I didn't know what I was missing. Now, I do.
Jun. 16th, 2005 01:24 pm (UTC)
I didn't meet my husband until I stopped looking and was content with my life as it was.

Jun. 16th, 2005 04:05 pm (UTC)
I'll be the crazy zoo lady (cat, dog, & 2 ferrets currently)
Jun. 23rd, 2005 09:09 am (UTC)
Hey, some interesting developments have been going on with Ginny, come to find out George has been beating the kids, and this I cant stand for. I just found out about this tonight, and I am going to call Ginny tomorrow when George is at work so that her and I can talk about it in more depth. We talked for a little while about how everythign is going, and then she got all soft on the phone and started to wisper to me, she sounded afraid kinda. In any event, if it has to come to it, I will be coming out there for a little while, my company has an office in Maryland so I might be able to transfer for a few months. * its late my spelling may be bad :) *

I dont plan to stay very long at all, if I do come, just for support, she gets to learn to take control of her life on her own, but I knwo how much the support of friends and family can be. And convinently my life if flexible at this moment in time. Anyhow, if you know of anyone I can stay with, even if only for a little while, a few days anything till I find a place. I have a friend who lives in Easton that I can live with whenever and for however long I need, but thats Easton and a ways away from my companies building in Gaithersberg. I wouldnt mind the commute, but from Easton, thats a little too much... I would even commute from Kent Island, its only about an hour... Anyhow, I will find out what I can tomorrow when I talk to Ginny, and I will call you, if you still have the same number and let you know whats going on. I wont make any decision to come out there untill I have thought and planned this whole thing through...
Jun. 23rd, 2005 12:30 pm (UTC)
Ack, ack, ack. Ya know, if you don't want this stuff publically known by others, you can always email me at nynrose@livejournal.com and it'll forward to one of my real email addresses. I have a paid account, so that's one of my perks.

That being said, I can offer crash space for a few days until you can find something yourself. I know people, but I don't know anyone that'd be willing to take strangers into their home. I'm living in Glen Burnie and that's a small bit closer than Kent Island, plus you're already on teh right side of the bridge. But it'd only be for a few days, with my lease and everything.

I'm sorry to hear that things have gotten worse with Ginny. She's in a bad situation. Worse now that she went back to him and stayed. I figured it was only a matter of time before he'd move on to the kids. I can recommend my lawyer that handled my case with the house if she needs one, but I donno how strapped for money she is or might be. He was very good to me in settling with the house and I respect him very much. But she's going to need one this time, given everything that's happening, if she really wants to get out of this situation.
Jun. 23rd, 2005 12:35 pm (UTC)
I donno if I gave you my cell number or not. That's the only one that I have. But please call after 5:30 if you're going to call. I apologize in advance if my phone cuts out. The service sucks in this area lately.
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